da kin san sirrinta ba..."
Wasu daga cikin kalaman Amman kenan da suka ƙara saka ta yarda cewa mahaifiyarta na cikin irin daidaikun matan da ake misali dasu a duniya, masu halayen da dimbin jama'a zasu gani tamkar a mafarki, da kowacce kalma da ta gaya mata a yau, zuciyarta ta ƙara yarda cewa mahaifiyarta itace babban makamin da zata iya tunkarar komai dashi a duniyar nan bayan addu'a.
Sai dai akwai wani abu guda daya a cikin kalaman nata dake fassara abinda zuciyarta bata taɓa lissafawa ba, abinda har yanzu da ta tuno yake rikita lissafinta yana sa hannayenta rawa, har yanzu bata gama sanin tunanin Ma'aruf game da ita ba, don haka ba zata taɓa iya ɗorar da komai ba a wannan fannin.
Ta rufe idanunta tsawon wasu sakanni kafin ta sake buɗe su tana ƙoƙarin saita kanta. Amma ta gaya mata cewa lokacin wani rauninta ya kare, kar ta yarda wani abu ya gaya mata cewa an fi ƙarfinta ba zata iya ba, tace mata itama macece, duk wani abu da take taƙama dashi itama tana dashi, kawai ita tana amfani da nata wayon ne ta mummunar hanya, don haka idan ita zata ɓullarwa gaskiya, a lokaci kadan ne zata kawo karshenta don gaskiya itace sama da komai a duniyar nan.
"Kilishi bata fi kowacce mace ba a duniyar nan Amina, yadda take takama da wayo da kuma dabararta, haka Allah ya halittawa ƙwaƙwalwar dukkan mata don ita mace uwa ce, an halicci mutane da yawa da zasu rayu a ƙarƙashinta wanda kowanne da irin ƙalubalen rayuwarsa, shi yasa Allah ya buɗe ƙwaƙwalwarta ta yadda zata iya samar da mafita kala-kala a fannin rayuwa.
Wasu matan basa gane hakan ne har suyi yunƙurin sanin abinda zasu iya, matan kuwa da kika ga suna zaune lafiya tare da mazajensu ƴaƴansu harma da duk wanda zai raɓe su, sune wanda suka iya buɗe wannan baiwar tasu, Mata irin Kilishi kuma sune wanda suke amfani da wannan baiwar ta hanya mai munin da har suke ganin cewa sun fi kowa.
Yanzu girma yazo kanki da gaske Amina, kin fara ganin hakan tun daga ranar da kika bar karƙashinmu, kuma hausawa sun ce aure yakin mata, yaki ne da kowacce mace akwai kalar nata, don haka kema dole ne ki bude ƙwaƙwalwar ki, ki karɓi wannan girman sannan ki fuskanci naki yaƙin Amina..."
A daidai wannan lokacin suka shigo harabar wani haddadden gini mai tarin fitulun dake ta haske suna maraba da daren da bai kai ga ƙarasowa ba. Ma'aruf ya tsayar da motar a jerin motocin dake tsaye a wajen daidai lokacin da idonta ya zare akan sunan wajen.
Haseenah Guest Inn.
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"Mene ne total charges for Adjustment and Uncollectables?"
Ma'aruf ya tambaya a cikin wayar da yake yi daga cikin dakin, yana zaune ne akan wani dan karamin dining table dake can karshen dakin yayin da hannunsa ke rubutu a cikin notepad din dake kan teburin. Kayan jikinsa wata loose T-shirt ce da ya siyo da kuma wani gajeran wando kalar grey.
"Next..."
Ya sake faɗa bayan mai maganar na ciki ya gaya masa wani adadi da ya rubuta a cikin wayar.
"Ka gaya min Net Patient Revenue din?"
"Na gaya maka yallabai, shine na biyu bayan total charges na Patient Care gabaɗaya."
Mai maganar daga cikin wayar ya fada, sai ya gyada kansa yana bude shafin baya, ya karanta abinda ya rubuta sannan ya sake dawowa inda yake yace.
"Operating Expenses din fa?"
Mutumin na ciki ya sake faɗo masa wani adadi da ya shifa rubutawa.
"Sannan sir akwai Bad debts ɗin wancan..."
"Sai kuma Natural Expense ɗin?"
Ya katse shi ba tare da ya saurari abinda yake cewa ba, mutumin ya ɗanyi shiru kafin ya faɗo wani adadi na makudan kudin da saida Ma'aruf ya jinkirta kadan yana saurarar sa kafin ya rubuta.
"Yallaɓai ka saurare ni akan zancen bashin nan, bamu da wata hanya ne dole..."
"Just tell me the total Sadiq." (Kawai ka gaya min jimlar komai gabadaya Sadiq.)
Muryarsa ta fito a hankalin da take tun bayan sallar magariba da yayi buda baki.
"Wallahi yallabai zai fi kyau ka duba Report ɗin gaba ɗaya tukunna gabadaya 42 pages ne, idan ka karanta komai you will realize that..."
"Ka gaya min total din kawai Sadiq."
Yadda sautin muryar tasa ta fito wannan karon ita tasa Sadiq din sarewa daga dukkan ƙokarin da yake fanin zai iya shawo kansa, yayi ajiyar zuciya a hankali sannan ya fadi wasu makudan kudade da shi kansa Ma'aruf ɗin ya sani idan za'a bincike account dinsa na bankuna tsaf a tattaro komai baza 'a taba samun wannan adadin ba, don haka bai ma rubuta ba, wani guntun murmushi ne ya suɓuce a lebbensa yayin da yayi baya ya jingina da kujerar da yake kai yana kallon gabansa tamkar Sadiq ɗin ne a wajen.
"Wallahi yallabai..."
"Sadiq"
Ya katse shi, sautin muryarsa can ƙasa amma kuma a kausashe.
"A rufe asibitin, a tsayar da komai, kwana kaɗan na baku, I'm coming in few days, ku san yadda zaku gyara wannan abin in a reasonable way kafin zuwa na. Idan ba haka ba, na rantse da Allah wasu ne zasu ci muku abinda kuka ɗiba ba ku ba, and just dare me and see.!"
Yana faɗin haka ya kashe wayar, ya cilla ta kan teburin da karfi har sai da screenguard ɗin dake kanta yayi wata katuwar tsaga guda daya, sannan ya cusa hannayensa duka biyu a cikin gashinsa yana ƙoƙarin saita numfashinsa, ransa ne yake shirin baci ya sani, amma yana kokati da dukkan iyawarsa ya danne hakan kamar yadda ya saba yanzu a kwanakin nan. Bakinsa ya shiga karanto hasbunallahu wa ni'imal walkil daidai lokacin da kofar toilet din dakin daga can gefe ta buɗe bayan abinda zai iya kira aƙalla minti talatin.
Ya sauke hannayensa daga fuskarsa kafin ya juyo ya kalle ta, tana tsaye daga kofar kamar zata koma ciki ne ta sake rufewa, babu shiri yaji dukkan abinda ke cikin kansa na sulalewa yana bin iska, rigar da ya siyo ita ta saka, kusan iri daya ce da wadda ya taɓa gani ta saka a gida ranar da tashi cikin daren nan, me tsawo daga baya amma ta gaba kuma iya gwiwa take kawai, kuma yadda idanunsa suka riƙe hoton siraran kafafunta a wancan lokacin shi yasa kai tsaye yace a mayar da wanda ya ɗauko a ciro masa ita.
Daga yanayinta kawai ya san ta saka ne don bata da wani zaɓi, tunda wani mai wanki da guga na Hotel ɗin yasa yazo ya karɓi kayansu don ya wanke zuwa gobe, idanunsa kallonta kawai suke tun daga nan, ta yafa bakin mayafinta da bata bayar dashi ba akanta amma duk da haka gashinta na fitowa kamar ɗazu da safe.
Daga inda Amina take tsaye, cakuɗa yatsunta kawai take yi cikin junansu saboda rawar da hannayenta ke yi musamman a yanzu da take ƙara ganin wautarta na fitowa a haka, amma ya zata yi, har tawul a cikin toilet din ta ɗauko ta ɗaura taga abin bai dace ba ta cire shi.
A ajiye ma zancen ƙafafunta dake waje a gefe, tunda take bata taɓa lissafawa cewa zata yi kwanan hotel a rayuwarta ba idan har ba wai Makkah ko wata kasar taje ba, wanda shima ba'a irin wannan yanayin take hango shi ba, shi yasa tun da suka shigo zuciyarta ke rabewa gida biyu tana sake haɗewar da har a yanzu ta kasa samun sauƙi duk kuwa da ƙarfin halin da ta tattaro a ranta.
Ganin yadda yake kallonta yasa ta juya da sauri ta ƙarasa jawo ƙofar toilet ɗin ta rufe sannan ta shiga tahowa cikin ɗakin. Wani abu ya zarce maƙogwaron Ma'aruf da yake kallonta tana tahowa sai mutstsika yatsunta take yi cikin junansu yayin da siraran ƙafafun nata ke tafiya.
Tare da Ruƙayya yasha tambayar kansa meye babban interest dinsa game da mace, sai dai a lokacin ya kasa tsaida zuciyarsa akan komai banda kyawunta don ita ɗin kyakkyawa ce, amma a yanzu ya samu wannan amsar da ya daɗe yana nema, don yadda zuciyarsa ke sake ɗaukan hoton ƙafafun Amina tana masa kyakkyawar ajiya, a wani yanayi ne da wataƙila ko bayan ransa ba zai manta ba.
Ta ƙaraso kamar mara gaskiya ta wuce shi ta nufi wajen wani ɗan ƙaramin table da ma'aikatan wajen suka kawo musu abinci kamar yadda ya basu umarni.
Kuma sai a sannan tayi magana, tun bayan da suka idar da sallar isha da ya bata wayarsa ta sake kiran mahaifiyarta ta shaida mata cewa basu bar garin ba sai gobe tukunna.
"Wanne abincin zan zubo maka?"
Yaji ta tambaya daga bayansa inda taje ta tsaya, sai kawai ya ture komai a ransa ya taso ya taho inda take, ta juya bayan nata kamar yadda ya zata tana ƙoƙarin buɗe plates ɗin masu wasu irin manyan-manyan murafe kamar na abincin sarakai, a hankali ƙafafunsa suka tako ta kan carpet ɗin dake shimfide a wajen ya ƙaraso ya tsaya dab da bayan nata idanunsa na nazarin ɗan karamin jikinta dama siraran hannunta, bayan haka tsawonta ma gabadaya iya kafaɗarsa ne, ya san yana da tsawo don shi da Jamal ana cewa duk tsawon Hajiya Maimuna suka yi, amma bai taɓa tsayawa yayi nazarin yadda yafi wani tsawo irin haka ba sai akanta, don ko Ruƙayya ya sani ne cewa da kaɗan yafi ta.
Kuma wataƙila shirun da yayi ne yasa ta juyowa a hankali hannunta rike da murfin da ta ɗauko guda ɗaya, idonsa ya sake kaiwa kan kafafunta a yanzu data juyo, sai yanzu ya lura cewa akan farcen kafafun nata akwai kalar baki alamun lallen da bai gama fita ba, kuma yadda farcen ya rabu kala biyu fari da baki yasa shi kasa daina kallonsu.
Amina ta sunkuya kalli ƙafafunta da yake kallo tana son ta nemo abinda ke wajen amma bata ga komai ba, yadda yake tsaye dab da ita kaɗai ya isa yasa zuciyarta rabewa gida biyu, amma tunda bata rabe tun a lokacin data fahimci cewa yau zata kwana daya daki daya dashi ba, bata jin a yanzun ma zata yi. Ta sake haɗiye wani abu karo na ba adadi a maƙogwaronta tana son kore ɗimbin tunanin dake kanta kafin ta sake yin magana.
"Zaka ci abincin?"
Muryarta ta fito ne kamar tana son tuna masa cewa ba'a kafarta fuskarta take ba, kuma hakan yayi aiki don a lokaci guda ya ɗago da idonsa ya kalle ta.
"Naci abincinki, kin manta?"
Ta yaya zata manta, da wannan busashshiyar doya da ƙwan data soya tun safe yayi buɗa baki, tea ɗin wajen kawai yasha ya cinye doyar gabaɗaya, a lokacin tana waya dasu Amma, tana daga karshen ɗakin kallon yadda yake buɗe-bude a cikin labtop ɗinsa yana cin doyar, wani abu da ya kara nutsar da zuciyarta a cikin kirjinta tana jin dama abinda tayi yafi doyar kaɗai, sannan kuma wani abu da ya fara buɗewa kalaman Amma dake sa hannunta rawa kofa a zuciyarta.
Sai ta girgiza kanta a yanzu tana ƙoƙarin cigaba da kallonsa.
"Ai wannan ba zai isa ba, idan mutum yayi azumi gwara yaci abinci da yawa."
Ya gyaɗa kansa shima yana kallonta.
"Na sani, amma raina ne ya fara ɓaci yanzu, bana jin zan iya cin abincin."
Kawai sai ta samu kanta da tambayar.
"Me ya faru?"
Kuma fitowar tambayar yasa taji kamar ta fara yin nisa da taraddadin dake zuciyarta.
Hannunsa ɗaya taga ya zura cikin gashin kansa kamar abinda zai faɗa zai yi masa wahala kafin wucewar sakan biyu yace.
"Ina da abubuwa da yawa a gabana, so mutane na using wannan opportunity ɗin suna cuta ta, Annual report din MMB- 6 aka aiko min yanzu, kuɗin da suka ce sun kashe a shekarar nan Amina ko ni bani dasu yanzu."
Ba maganganun ne suka daki zuciyar Amina ba, sautin muryarsa ne yadda ya fito cike da wani rauni da idan za'ayi musu da ɗimbin mutane zasu kwana suna rantsewa cewa ba daga muryar Ma'aruf wannan raunin yake ba, ba shiri taji ta hadiye wani abu a makogwaronta kafin tace.
"Meye MMB-6?"
Wataƙila idan ta fara sani meye shi din zata fahimci abinda maganar tasa take nufi.
"Asibiti na ne da yake Abuja."
Sai ta sake gyaɗa kanta tana jin kamar maganar tafi karfinta, amma kuma kai tsaye sai tace.
"Ance idan hankali ya ɓata hankali ake sawa ya nemo shi, yanzu ko ranka ya ɓaci babu abinda zai canja, kamata yayi ka samu nutsuwa mai kyau, sai kayi amfani da hakan ka gano koma wane irin akasi ne aka samu."
Maganganun suka tafi har ƙarshen zuciyar Ma'aruf, suna fito da irin kwanciyar hankalin da yake ji a duk lokacin da ya gayawa Mami damuwarsa kuma ta bashi ɗaya daga cikin shawarwarin ta, Amina bata sani bane amma itace mutum ta farko daya dangance shi bayan Ishaq da suka san da zancen asibitin nan.
Abu ne da ko Mamin bata sani ba, kuma shi yasa dama yake damuwa duk sanda aka samu matsala akansa don ya san babu wanda zai iya bashi shawara mai kyau akan hakan tunda ko Ishaq baya yiwa zancensa. Kuma haka kurum ya zaɓi boyewa kowa sanin da zaman asibitin don so yake yi da gaske ya binne duk wata halayyarsa ta baya tare dasu kamar yadda yayi wa kansa alƙawari.
Zama likita yana daya daga cikin burinsa na farko a duniya, don haka nacin da zuciyarsa ke masa shi yasa shi tsallakewa zuwa garin Abuja ya gina ƙaton asibitin guda inda ya danka amanarsa a hannun wani likita mai suna Sadiq, shi yake jagorantar komai na asinitin don hatta tarin likitocin dake musu aiki shi yake biyansu, shekaru biyar kenan da kafa asibitin, kuma tun bayan shekaru biyun farko aka fara samun matsala a annual report din da suke bashi duk ƙarshen shekara, ya zama kudin da suke cewa duna amfani dashi duk shekara ya fara fin karfin tunaninsa.
Sai gashi yanzu minti ɗaya kawai gaban Amina duk dauriyarsa ya kasa riƙe wannan sirrin ya fallasa mata komai, amma kuma da ta bashi sai tasa bai ji yayi nadamar sanar da itan ba, hasalima zuciyarsa gode masa ta dinga yi don aƙalla abinda ta faɗa ɗin ya sama mata wani sauƙin.
Sai kawai ya gyaɗa kansa yace.
"Thank you."
Sannan ya zagayo ta gefen table ɗin yace.
"Me zaki zuba mana?"
Tambayar tasa ta juyowa itama tana jin nauyin abinda ya faɗa, plates din ya shiga budewa gabadaya yana tara murafansu a hannusa ɗaya.
"Wanne kafi so a ciki?" Ta samu kanta da tambaya babu wani dalili.
Ya girgiza kansa shima.
"Ni zan ci ko meye kika zuba, favourite abinda nake so baya cikin wadannan."
Ya fada yana kokarin ajiye murafan a gefe, sannan kai tsaye ya shiga gaya mata irin abincin da yake so wanda kusan duka na gargajiya ne, sanda yace mata har da ɗanwake sai da ta tsaya tana kallonsa, don ita a tunaninta mutane kamarsa basa ɗaukar abincin gargajiya da muhimmanci.
Ya tambaye ta abinda take so itama kuma sai ta samu kanta da ture komai a ranta ta shiga gaya masa, kuma da kowacce kalma data faɗa tana ji kamar tana karkaɗe ragowar taraddadin dake ranta ne.
"Ina son chocolate, sannan zan sha lemon zoɓo a koina kuma a kodayaushe."
Ta fada lokacin da yake tambayarta abinda take so na kayan kwaɗayi.
Ya gyada kansa.
"Naga alama, cox naga zoɓo da yawa a fridge dinki."
Ta gyada kanta a hankali itama.
"Ina ga ba zan taɓa iya dadewa babu shi ba a koina."
"Wow, I like the enthusiasm."(ina son kwarin gwiwar nan.)
Muryarsa ta gito da slamun cewa shima ya fara jin dadin sakewarta.
Sai tayi wani guntun murmushi da bata san daga ina ya fito ba tana kallon abinda take zubawa.
"Wane kalar chocolate kika fi so?" Da alama so yake hirar ta cigaba da yin nisa.
"Kowanne."
Wannan karon muryarta ta sake fitowa kamar silin gashin dake faɗowa ƙasa a hankali ba tare da ta dago ba.
"Chocolate bai dame ni ba amma I always enjoy Ferraro Rocher." (Ina jin dadin Ferraro Rocher.)
Bata taɓa jin ko sunan ba, kuma sai Allah ya taimake ta kafin tayi tunanin abinda zata faɗa, wayarsa dake can kan table ɗin daya baro ta ta shiga ƙara, don haka ya karbi plate din da gama zubawa ya tafi wajen, ya ajiye plate shi akan table din sannan ya kara wayar a kunnensa ya shiga magana da wani cikin Pidgin english, irin tsantsar Pidgin din da ita bata taba ji ba ma, amma kuma sai yayi mata dadi, yadda sautin muryarsa yake haɗewa cikin accent ɗin da kana ji ka san ya fito ne daga Jinsin Hausa/Fulani.
'Matar ƴan gayu.'
Haka Aminu yayi ta tsokanarta ɗazu, kuma ita kanta duk da hargitsin yanayin da take ciki ta sani cewa kamar yadda Hajiya Kilishi ta faɗa ne, idan banda kaddara ko zata mutu sau ɗari ta dawo Ma'aruf yafi karfinta, don a yanzu da kowacce wucewar rana tana ƙara gane cewa yafi ƙarfin hangen da take masa a lokacin da ta yarda da auren nan. Shi yasa ko a yanzu kawai ƙwaƙwalwarta ta kasa auna mata adadin kuɗin da ya kashe wajen kama ɗakin nan don kwana ɗaya kawai.
Ta ɗebo farfesun kifi na ƙarshe a cikin wani ɗan bowl sannan ta juyo tana hango shi daga can inda ya zauna a jikin table din yana magana, kuma kayan jikinsa na T-shirt da gajeran wandon nan suka sake tuna mata da wanda ke jikinta itama, ba shiri ta hadiye wani yawu a maƙogwaronta tana jinjinawa kaddara, don in ba ƙaddarar ba ba zata taba hango kanta a irin wannan yanayin tare da wani namiji kuma dadin daɗawa a Hotel ba.
Ƙafafunta duka karasa a hankali har gabansa, ta tsaya daga gefensa sanda ya dago daga rubuta wani abu da yayi a jikin wata ƴar jotter yana kallonta, ya taimaka ya ture mata kayansa dake kan table din kafin ta ajiye plate din a hankali kusa da dayan sannan ta juya niyyar dauko ruwa wanda tun dazu ta ganshi a fridge din dake can gefe, amma sai kawai taji ya riƙo hannunta na hagu, dogwayen yatsunsa suka ratsa cikin nata yana riko ta, a lokaci guda numfashinta ya katse a ƙirjinta yayin da yatsunta suka yi sanyi kalau!
Ya sake riƙo hannun nata sosai sannan ya jawo ta baya ta dawo gabansa, shi yana zaune ita kuma tana tsaye a gabansa da kafafunta duk a waje, ba shiri ta dunƙule tafin kafarta akan sassanyan marbles din ɗakin, sannan ta rufe idanunta a hankali tana jin yadda yake motsa yatsunsa a cikin nata.
Ta buɗe