idanu jin wani abu mai danshi ya fara fitowa ta jikinta,gabanta ya fadi,kada dai ace wannan jinin ne da bataso yazo mata?,yanzu ya zatayi?,yi na qarshe da tayi suna tare da latifa,hankalinta a kwance yake,ta dinga kula da ita da ciwon mararta.

A tsorace tadan miqe don duba jikinta,sai tayi sauri ta koma ta zauna saboda mararta data murda mata,ta dafe marar tana jin yadda danshin ke biyo jikinta,hankalinta ya tashi sosai,kawai sai kuka yazo mata,tana ganin kamar ba zata iya ba. gumi ya fara yanko mata ya gauraye da hawaye,ta soma jan majina tana raba ido.

Sallamar da yayi cikin falon ya sanyata sake tsorata,sai taji kamar ta tashi ta zura da gudu,idanunshi a kanta,cikin mamakin yanayin da ya ganta a ciki,itama shi take kallo kamar wacce ta aikata wani mummunan abu.

A nutse ya qaraso,hannayensa zube a aljihun wandonsa

"What's happening?,lafiya?" Tsareshi taci gaba dayi da idanu,saidai qwalla ta cika idanunta fal,har bata iya ganinsa sosai,kallonsa take kai tsaye,kamar mai tsoron wani abu dake a jikinsa,maimakon ta amsa masa sai hawayen ya fara saukowa,ta sake dora hannunta saman mararta dake qara murda mata.

"Me ya faru ne?" Ya sake maimaita tambayar yana sake qoqarin karantar fuskarta,hawayen dai taci gaba da fitarwa,a hankali idanunsa ya sauka saman hannunta,yadan kalli wajen na tsahon wasu mintuna,sai ya matsa gaba a hankali yana qoqarin miqa hannunsa,sai kuma ya janye yana duban qwayar idanunta

"Ciwo cikin yake miki?" Kai ta gyada masa,Hawaye na sake saukar mata,sai ya sake matsowa yana cire hannunsa guda daya daga aljihunsa

"Oh sorry....sannu,tun yaushe?"

"Yanzu" ta fada a narke, zuciyarta tana karyewa,saboda komai yayi mata tana kallonsa banbarakwai,don ba haka ummu ta saba mata ba,indai tace bata da lafiya gaba daya komawa take kamar jinjinniya a wajen ummu,ta yita tattarota tana langabe mata a jiki,takanyi kamar ta maido ciwon a jikinta

"Muje kici abinci,sai mu fita na kaiki kiga likita ko?" Kai ta girgiza da sauri,don ita bata qaunar ma abinda zai sanya ayi mata zancan asibiti,bata qaunar magani sam sam sam,babban abinda yake saka a gansu a rana ita da ummu kenan

"Why.....zaki zauna ne a gida cikin yana miki ciwo?"

"Ai zai daina" ta fada muryarta na rawa,saboda yadda ciwon ya fara mata azaba da gaske,wannan shine karo na biyu daya taba mata haka,duk da cewa duka duka period din nata ma wannan shine yinta na hudu.

"it is not possible ki zauna da ciwo,oya......taso kici wani abun ko kadanne idan ma ba zaki asibitin ba" ya furta yana miqa mata lallausan hannunsa mai dumi,wanda ya wadatu da sassanyan qamshinsa.

Hannun ta kalla sannan ta rintse idanunta da gaske tana jin yadda ake kartar mararta,yadda tayin sai ya tuna masa koda wasa ba zata taba yarda intentionally su hada hannu ba,don haka kansa tsaye ya miqa hannu ya kamo.hannunta guda daya,ya kuma dagota gaba daya.

Luuuuu ta tafi jikinsa ba tare data shirya ba saboda wani azabar murdewa da marar ta sakeyi fiye da dazun,kamar numfashin ta zai bar gangar jikinta,take ta zabi bin gangar jikinsa ta yiwa kanta madogara,tana gama samun kyakkyawan masauki saita saki kuka tana kiran sunan ummu,hannayensa ya saka gaba daya ya rufeta da kyau cikin jikinsa.

A yadda ta samu masauki me kyau cikin jikinsa ya sanya hatta da bugun zuciyarta da kai kawon numfashinta tana jinsa sosai cikin jikinsa,kamar jininsa suke bi cikin kowacce bugawa da zaiyi.

Sunkuyo da tasa fuskarsa yayi ta gefen fuskarta dake kwance kan qirjinsa da yake ya fita tsayi sosai ya cusa tasa fuskar yana leqata,wani irin kuka take a hankali hade da sheshsheqa,hucin numfashin ta ya daki fuskarsa,sai ya lumshe idanunsa tsigar jikinsa na tashi,ya sake riqeta sosai zai motsa,saita kuma qanqameshi tana sake sakin kukan,abinda ya sanyashi kusan daskarewa a wajen,gaba daya ta manna masa jikinta da kyau,lallausar fatarta takai ko ina a jikinsa ba tare data sani ba,ita din kuma tayi hakane saboda batason su motsa daga wajen,ta tabbatar ta bata wajen da jini,bataso kuma ya gani,kunya takeji,da wanne ido zata kalleshi?.

"Let's move from here,mu koma daki ki kwanta na fidda mota kiga likita,jikinki shacking yakeyi" yana fada ya sunkuya kawai ya dauketa cak,bata da sauran zanbi sai kawai ta boye kanta cikin jikinsa,bayan ta saka hannu ta riqeshi da kyau.

Bai lura da komai ba sai daya shimfide ta saman gadonsa sannan yaga hannunsa ya baci,ya daga kai ya kalleta,sake saka masa kuka tayi,abinda taketa gudu kenan,ta rintse idanu tana jiran jin fada ko duka daga wajensa,kamar yadda yaa ma'aruf ya taba mata saboda kawai ta kawo abinci ya bata flask din ya riqe hannunsa ya baci.

Maimakon taji abinda ta zata saima jiyo sautin ruwa da tayi a toilet,ba jimawa ya fito da alama wankewa yayi,suna hada ido ta dauke kanta hawayen naci gaba da sauka,ciwo da kunya duka suka hadar mata,ya qaraso gabanta a hankali ya tsugunna

"Dama kina period ne?" Wayyo Allah,ji tayi kaman zata nutse a wajen,ta jawo filo ta cusa kanta tana sake sakin kuka,wannan abun sam bai kyauta mata ba,inda ta san zaizo gida zata dage sai ya kaita.

Sake maimaita mata tambayar yayi amma shuru, ganin da gaske ba zata amsa mishi da komai ba,taqi daga kai ma ta fuskanceshi,sai kawai ya miqe yana murmushi ya fita a dakin.

Da kansa ya gyara wajen data bata din a falo,wajen bashi da wani yawa sosai,ya dauki waya ya kira na 'yan mintuna ya kashe.

Da pad ya dawo mata,ya ajjiye mata yace ta shirya zai fiddo mota suje asibiti,yana zaune a falo ya dora qafa daya kan daya yana amsa waya ta fito tana rab'e rab'e,kunya kamar qasa ta tsage ta shige,wayar na a kunnensa ya waiwaya ya dubeta,can qasan ransa fal dariya,duk da babu ko alamun hakan a saman fuskarsa,ya jima baiga yarinya mara wayo mai tsananin tsoro da kunya irinta ba,iya period kawai data fara ya gani?,inda ace ya karba budurcinta ne fa gaba daya?, Shi kansa daya raya zancan a ransa sai daya sake maimaitawa,sai kawai qaramin murmushi ya kubce masa,ya cije lips nasa na qasa kadan saboda yadda yaji jikinsa ya amsa gaba daya,baisan lokacin da hakan zai faru ba,amma tabbas duk sanda ya kasance qila saita kusa mace masa saboda tsoro.

Wayar ya kashe ya mayar aljihu sannan ya miqe,ya tako kadan gabanta

"Zaki iya tafiya?" Kai ta jinjina masa ba tare da ta iya kallonsa ba

"Muje to na gani idan zaki iya din" ya matsa gefe yana kallonta,ta rabashi a hankali ta fara takawa tana hada hanya,taku uku ya cimmata,ya riqo kafadunta suka ci gaba tafiya,tanason zare kanta,amma hakan da yayi mata saita dinga jin kamar relief yake bawa ciwonta,a haka suka qarasa,ya buda gaban mota ya sanyata ya kwantar mata da kujerar,sannan ya shiga ya tayar da motar suka fice daga gidan.


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Da numfashinsa da idanunsa ya dauke lokaci guda sanda taja zanin nata sosai qasan marar tata,har jan pant dinta yana bayyana

"Ya Allah" ya furta yana sake rintse idanunsa,har suka gama bai bude ba sai da yaji nurse din na magana

"Zaki iya tashi?" Ta tambayeta,ya bude idanunsa a hankali ya maida kanta,sai ya taka a hankali zuwa gabanta,ya miqa mata hannunsa,idanunta a qas, karon farko da kunya tayi mata mugun kamu fiye da ko yaushe ta miqa masa hannun nata,ya dagota a tausashe.

Sosai ta zauna saman gadon tana gyara daurin dankwalinta, likitan ya shigo yana qarasawa gaban computer scanning din yana duba scan din data bari a jiki

"Ba wata matsala,zan rubuta mata magunguna,zata samu relief in sha Allah".

Koda suka fito dinma tana riqe a hannunsa,gaba daya ta narke masa,tana ta sharar qwalla,ummu take tunawa da yadda take kula da ita idan bata da lafiya,dan riqetan da yayi sai takejin kamar tana tare da ummun ne,don haka ta narke masa sosai kamar yadda takewa ummu.

Tun a pharmacy din cikin asibitin ya siya magungunan,fruit kawai ya tsaya ya siya a hanya suka wuce gida.

Dakinsa kai tsaye ya wuce da ita,ya shiga kitchen da kansa ya dauko gorar ruwa da cup,ya zuba abinci a plate ya zauna da kansa a gabanta yana dubanta

"Kici abinci,magani zaki sha" kai ta girgiza,fuska yadan hade kadan,ya zama serious,ya debi abincin da kansa yakai bakin bakinta

"Oya....karbi" haka ta dinga bude bakinta yana saka mata abincin,har yanzu hawayenta yaqi tsayawa,duk ta narke,kamar yadda takewa ummu,bai saba daukan shagwaba irin wanna ba,sai ya rasa ta inda zai bi da ita,a haka ya samu tadanci,ya balla mata magungunan ya bata tasha,sannan ya miqe yana kallonta

"Ki huta kadan,sai na rakaki ki kwanta" ya fada muryarsa can qasa,saita gyada kai tana rintse ido,kawai yadda zata tafi dakin ta kwanta ita kadai take hasasowa.

Toilet ya shiga,ya sauya kayansa zuwa jallabiyya mai sulbi saqar qasar india,ya daura alwala,ya dawo cikin dakin ya shimfida abun sallah yana dan duban sashenta,ta sanya pillow daga bayanta,idanunta na a lumshe,amma da alama idanunta biyu,sai ya juya ya kabbara sallarsa.

Tun tana satar kallonsa da kadan da kadan har bacci ya soma rinjayar idanunta,tayita dagewa batason hawa gadon sosai,yana fusgarta tana qwacewa,har yaci qarfinta,ta kwanta riris saman gadon,bacci mai dadi yayi gaba da ita saboda sassaucin ciwon data samu.

Da murmushi akan fuskarsa yake dubanta sanda ya idar da sallar yaga tayi bacci,ya qarasa addu'o'in sa ya sauya kayan baccin sannan ya matso dab da ita,ta ranqwafa saman kanta yana kallon fuskarta sosai da sukayi gab da juna,siraran tausasan labbanta masu kama da an shafa musu ban lebe suka dauki hankalinsa,ya miqa hannu a hankali ya dora saman lips din nata yasa yatsunsa ya shafasu kadan,saita motsa,ta turo baki gaba cikin shagwaba

"Ummu na.....ummu don Allah fa ni...." Ta fadi tana yin juyi,abinda ya sake kawo kusancin dake tsakaninsu sosai har suka fara musayar numfashi,ta haye kusan rabin cinyarsa,ya kalleta yadda tayi relaxing a jikinsa,jikinsa ya bashi idan yace ma zai tasheta ne wata really rigimar ce,don haka kawai sai ya zame ya kwanta,hakan kuwa sai ya zamar mata kamar wata hanya data samu ta shige jikinsa sosai,harda curewa waje daya kamar kwanciyar yaro a cikin mahaifiyarsa,taja hannunsa kuma ta riqe gam tana cewa

"Ummu......na....gode" ajiyar zuciya mai nauyi ya sauke,da alama mafarki takeyi,hakanan ya samu kansa da sake kusanto da ita cikin jikinsa suna musayar dumin juna,ya lumshe idanunsa a hankali yana jin wani abu yana bin jinin jikinsa,zuciyarsa ta fara sauya tsarin bugunta,sannu sannu numfashinsa ya fara sauyawa,ya dinga fita a jejjere,mode dinsa ya canza gaba daya,yasan me jikinsa yakeso,amma bayajin wannan buqatar zata samu,ta yaya ma daga samun kusanci da yarinyar zuciyarsa zata bijiro da wannan babbar buqatar?,bashi da sauran zabi illa qoqarin zameta daya fara yi daga jikinsa,saidai ta riqeshi qam,daga bisani ma da yayi nasarar zameta din,juyi daya tak tayi ta dawo jikinsa,idanunta a rufe amma kukan shagwaba take saki,yayi shuru yana sauraren siririyar muryarta dake fidda wani irin kuka a shagwabe,wanda yake qara sanya tsigar jikinsa zubawa,ya sake rufe idanunsa da kyau yana sake qoqarin zameta a karo na barkatai,amma saita riqo hannunsa,ta kuma cusa kanta cikin qirjinsa sosai.

Duk yadda yaso yayi controlling kansa ya kasa,komai na jikinsa ya gama amsawa,qwaqwalwarsa kuma ta dauki chargy fiye da kima,dukka hannuwansa ya sanya ya jawota cikin jikinsa,shi da ita suka sauke ajiyar zuciya a tare,a hankali ya nutsa hannunsa cikin sassalkar sumarta dake fidda qamshin man kitsonta mai hade da sinadarin menthol me sanyi,cikin sanyi taushi da nutsuwa ya fara yamutsa shi yana jin dukkan wata gaba ta jikinsa tana sake amsawa,abinda ya sanya widad sake sakankancewa cikin baccinta,zuciya da ranta suna bata tana tare da ummu.

A nutse hannunsa ya biyo tsahon gashin nata daya sauka har zuwa gadon bayanta,yana kaiwa qarshe hannunsa ya zarce ta cikin rigarta dake da faffadan baya,lallausan tafin hannunsa ya hadu da fatar bayanta mai santsi da dumi,ya zura hannunsa a hankali yana shafota,idanunsa suna sake nauyi da kyau,zuciyarsa na sake dugunzuma da dokantuwa da samun biyan buqatar ransa,bai gushe ba yana ci gaba da murza fatar bayanta,duk inda yayi qasa da hannunsa zip din na bashi hadin kai wajen zugewa,har yakai can qasa,ya dora hannunsa numfashin sa yana sake gudu kamar wanda yayi tsere,wannan ya sake sanyashi matsa qaimi,ya birkitata a hankali ya soma sabule rigar tata,ya sake dora hannayensa saman wuyanta,hancinsa yana kaiwa wajen,sassanyan qamshin daya zamewa jikinta kamar dabi'a ya zuqa,qamshin da zai iya cewa tunda yake bai taba jin irinsa a jikin hafsat ba,sai yaji bashi da muradin daya wuce yayi sharing qamshin nata da tasa gangar jikin,don haka yasa fuskar sa sosai saman fatar wuyanta,ya kuma fara gangarowa ga qirjinta a hankali yana sauke wani irin birkitaccen numfashi.

A hankali ya fara isowa ga tudun saman qirjinta,abinda ya sanya shi da ita sukaji tamkar an sanya musu wani irin electric shock,ya qanqameta da kyau yana sake zuqar qamshin turaren,yayin da ita kuma taji kamar ance mata tashi!!!,cak kwanyarta ta tsaya waje daya tana son rarrrabe abinda yake faruwa,sanyin daya fara ratsa fatar jikinta ta fahinci saura kadan rigarta ta sauka qasan qirjinta,yunqurin riqe masa hannu tayi cikun matuqar tashin hankali amma ta gaza,saboda yadda jikinsu take rawa gaba daya ita dashi

"Don Allah.....don Allah" ta fara fada cikin mugun rawar murya da kuma kuka,cak ya tsaya kamar wanda aka sanyawa sarqa,ya zame hannunsa daga jikinta a hankali ya mirgina gefe yana fadin

"Hasbunallahu wani'imal wakil" can qasan maqoshinsa,yayin ruf da ciki yana cusa kansa cikin katifar tare da qoqarin dawo da nutsuwarsa cikin jikinsa.

Tuni takai bango,ta tattare dukka jikinta guri daya,tana riqe da rigarta a hannu qam qam,hawaye sun yiwa fuskarta ado,kuka take sosai cikin tsoro da kuma tashin hankali.

Dakin ya dauki shuru na wasu sakanni,har yanzu kansa na cikin katifar,yana sauraren kukan da take rerawa,wanda ya dinga jinsa har tsakiyar kansa,wani tunani yazo mata,ta soma maida rigarta da sauri sauri,saidai ta gaza zuge zip din,sai kawai ta sauke qafafunta qasan gadon ta miqe ta nufi qofa.

Cikin jikinsa yaji alamun takunta,ya daga rinannun idanunsa da har yanzu basu gama komawa dai dai ba yabita da kallo,duk da dakin ba wadatar haske amma kuma yana iya ganin bayanta daya bayyana sosai saboda rashin zuge zip din,wani irin baya dake dauke da wani shape mai jan hankali daya taimaka wajen fidda shape na mazaunanta da qugunta.

Bayajin koda yayi magana zata fita daga maqoshinsa,don haka ya miqe kawai cikin wata iriyar kasala da mutuwar jiki,kamar wanda yasha abun maye,taku uku ya cimmata,ya isa jikin qofar,ya murza key sannan ya waiwayo ya zube mata idanuwansa gaba daya yana kallonta

"Koma ki kwanta" ya fada da dakusashiyar muryarsa,saita janye gefe tana maqale kafada,bai sake mata magana ta biyu ba,illa hannuwansa daya sanya ya dauketa cak,bai direta ko ina ba sai saman gadon,ya kwantar da ita saman pillow,yaja mata duvet sannan ya sunkuya yana kallon qwayar idanunta sosai

"Sleep......banason na sake jin kukanki,idan kuma kika sake tashi....tom" ya fada yana gyada kansa,alamun akwai abinda zai biyo baya,sai ya matsa yaja da baya,sannan ya juya ya shige bandaki.

Runtse idanunta kawai tayi tana qoqarin danne kukan nata,wani haushinsa da tsanarsa takeji,ashe dan iska ne sosai haka?,tunda take ba wansa ya taba yi mata abinda yayi matan sai shi,boye kanta ta sakeyi sosai cikin duvet din tana share hawayen daketa bulbulowa daga idanunta.

Ya jima cikin toilet din sannan ya kunna ruwan zafi dana sanyi ya daidaita temperature dinsu,ya sakarwa kansa shower,bai taba zaton yarinyar zata kunnashi haka ba,akwai wani irin magnet tattare da ita dake saurin jan zuciya da kuma gangar jiki,yayi shuru ruwan yana gangara a sassan jikinsa,yana tuna qamshi da dumin fatarta,da wani laushi kamar fatar jariri,irin yanayin da yakeso tattare da matarsa,irin yanayin daya jima yana fasaltawa,hannu yasa saman kansa ya sharce sauran ruwan da bai gama diga ba sannan ya fita daga qasan shower din ya samu babbabn towel ya daura ya fito daga bandakin.

Koda ya fito turare kawai ya samu ya shafe jikinsa dashi ya sauya wata rigar,ya koma can daya side na gadon ya zauna yana kallonta yadda take nade waje daya,batayi motsi ba ko kadan,saidai duk da haka ya karanci bacci ya fara daukarta,saidai baccin baiyi nauyi ba,ya sauke ajiyar zuciya ya jingina bayansa da fuskar gadon yana sauke idanunsa kan agogon dake saman bedside yana duba time da date,yana buqatar zuwa bauchi lallai,saidai yau din Monday,zai iya jira har sai ran Friday kuwa?, tambayar da ta masa nauyi,kwanakin kuma yaji sunyi masa nisa da yawa,sai kawai ya jawo wayarsa,ya yanke bari ya kira hafsat din,at least ko hira da zata sake bashi nutsuwa ya samu daga gareta.


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