hakuri hakika muyi babban rashi Allah ya jikan inna Inshaallahu za'a gina mata massalaci ko makaranta islammiya wanda ladan zai dinga zuwa gareta, rayuwarsu a akwai ibon abun burgewa koda yaushe suna makale da juna suna barje sabon babin rayuwar ,gabadaya sam fu'ad ya manta da wani zance najma ,saboda tuni ya d'auki sharawar abokinsa kaber ..


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shakuwa da nuna kulawa da juna tsakanin khalid da sajida sai k'aruwa yake hkn yasa yake kara siye zuciyar sajida har tasoma jin sonshi sosai yana mamaye mata zuciya .


Sajida kwance akan gadonta bata jin dadin jikinta khalid yashigo d'akin yadda ya ganta kwance yasanyashi karasa shiga d'akin da sauri ya tarairayota zuwa jikinsa yana shafa kirjinta da sansar jikinta game da tambayarta meke damunta ?


tayi lum da idanu tace "zazzabi ne yake damuna ya ta'ba gefen wuyanta da akwai zafi rau "tashi muje hospital a duba min ke, ta yunkura da nufin tashi ya tarairayota zuwa jikinsa ya manna mata kiss a gefen kumatunta haka suka fito sai wani lallabata yake, sai kace kwai ya bud'e mata kofar mota tashiga ta zauna.


suna zaune gaban likita yana yiwa sajida tambayoyi tana bashi amsa likinta ya umarci dataje ayo mata test din fitsari hakan dataji yasanya taji gabanta ya fad'i a kasanlace ta suka nufi lab don yo gwaji da likita yasanyata .


bayan wasu yan mintuna kad'an suka dawo rike da da result, ta kasa budewa tagani saboda zuciyarta datake dukan uku uku suna isa office din likitan, khalid ya mikawa likita result suka koma mazauninsu hannuwansu sarkafe cikin juna yana murzawa ahankali doctor na gama duba result ya d'ago fuskarsa d'auke da murmushin ya dubi khalid da bai fahimci abinda dr yake nufi ba ya meida dubansa ga sajida sai yaga ta sunkuyar da kanta kasa.


dr ya zare siririn farin medical glas dinsa "yana ga kmr bakwa farinciki ?


Khalid yace "nifa ban gane abinda kake nufi ba dr?


dr yayi murmushi yace "ina nufin nan da wasu yan watanni zaka zama dady "


Khalid ya ware idanunsa yana murmushin , abinda sajida taganin akan fuskarsa yayi matukar bata mamaki domin kuwa batayi zaton zai yi farinciki irin haka ba "hakika soyayyar dayake mata soyayyar gaskiya ce wacce babu algus acikinta, hakika khalid ya cika masoyi wanda irinsu sukayi karancin acikin wannan zamanin ,ya dinga murna da farinciki daga karshe ya fashe da kuka ya rungumeta ajikinsa yana kuka itama ta tsinci kanta da fashewa da kuka "a she zanga wannan ranar arayuwata?


"a she da gaske zan tabbata mijin gareki , kuma har na zamto uban ya'yanki, lallai rabo ajalini ne, kuma rabo idan ya rantse hasada bazatayi aiki ba ,Allah yarigada ya rubuto dole sai sunyi aure duk wannan rikincin rayuwa da gwagwamayar da suka sha "ke rayuwata ce sajida ...
bazan taba son wata mace ba bayan ke "ina sanki saboda ke tamkar haske ce arayuwata, ke ni'imar rayuwata ce, ke ce komai a duniyata .
Khalid yayi ma dr godiya ,dr ya rubuta mata magani game da basu shawarwari domin sajida tasamu isashiyar lfy sukai ma doctor sallama ,acikin mota sajida sai hawayen murna take zubarwa Khalid ya dubeta "dan Allah ki bar kukan nan haka ki barni nayi kuka saboda ni nafi cancarta dana yisa a duniya idan akwai wanda yafi dacewa yayi kukan farinciki ni ne "kin gamamin komai sajida tunda zaki yi silar zuwan abinda nafi bukata arayuwata ,ta dan yi murmushin kad'an.
Khalid ya paka motarsa ya fito ya rabe sajida a kafadarsa sai lalla'bata yake tamkar wata bby sun karaso cikin daki sajida ta fada kan bed ta janyo pillow ta daura kanta, ta janyo dayan ta rungume shi akirjinta cikin kankani lokaci wasu hawayen suka fara zubo mata Khalid ya tsaya akanta yana dubanta ,tayi maseefar birgeshi komai nata yana tsaya masa arai dariyata kukanta yanayinta maganarta komai yana so dake tattare daita hakika idan babu ita rayuwa zatayi tangaliliya dashi ahankali yakarasa kan gadon datake kwance ya kai hannunsa yana shafa kitson kalbar kanta ya kuma janye pillow data rungume "saboda me zaki rungume pillow bayan gani a gabanki plz ki daina min hasarar hawayenki"


ta juyo a tsanake ta dubeshi ta lumshe idanunta "nasan kukan murna kike yi ko?
ya tambayeta tayi shiru "ki min mgn mana kada ki tayar min da hankali banason abinda zai dinga saki yi min hasarar hawayenki domin suna da matukar mahimmanci arayuwata "wannan bbyn da kike shirin haifa min ya sake ninka tarin kaunarki cikin zuciyata sajida ta dago idanunta ta kalleshi, ya kashe mata idonsa daya yana dage mata girasa yana ciza lip's dinsa ta yukunra ta rungumeshi ajikinta "na tabbatar da haka Khalid "na tabbatarwa kaina kai din kyauta ne daga Allah yabani ba Dan ya duba halina ba "na tabbatar da irin soyayyarka gareni "na tabbatar ina cikin ranka da komai na rayuwarka "ina sonka mijina abin alfaharinah ..


Wayyohlly Allah abinda Khalid ya dade yana jiran faruwarsa kenan, ta furta kalmar tana sonshi ..
" da gaske kina sona ?
Ta dinga girgiza masa kai alamun Eh "Nagode nagode darling I really love you so much, tun daga wannan lokacin Khalid ya tattara dukanin kulawarsa gareta duk abinda itace keyi shi ya dawo yana yi saboda cikin yazo mata da laulayi komai taci saita amanar.


bayan wata daya


kai tsaye bayan yayi mata kira ya kai sau goma bata d'auka ba ya dawo gidan hankalinsa a tashe can ya hangota kwance akan gadon ta rufa da bargo irin ba yadda yasaba ganinta ba tana rawar sanyi, hakan yasa yakarasa shiga cikin dakin da sauri ya nufi inda take kwance ya zauna cikin rudu ya tarairayota jikinsa ta tashi zaune yana tambayarta.


"meke damunki?


ta nuna masa kasan mararta, yace mararki ke ciwo?


ta amsa da "eh"


"ok maza tashi tashi kiyi wanka muje hospital ya dauko mata towel ta daura bayan ya tayata cire kayan dake sanye ajikinta ta nufi toilet shi kuma ya kwanta flat akan gadon yana duba wayarta bata d'auki wani dogon lokaci ba ta fito Khalid ya ajiye wayar dayake dubawa ya tsura mata idannuwa zuciyarsa cike da matsanancin shawarta, ya tashi daga kan gadon ya riko laulausar tafin hannuta cikin nasa yana massaging ahankali domin ya taimaka mata ta kwanta akan gadon, yace yana zuwa abinci ya samo mata me lafiyayyar kaza da ruwan tea, ajiye kayan abinci agabanta "taso ki ci abinci sannan sai ki shirya domin ki samu karfin jiki, gsky wannan bbyn nawa yana wahalar min dake sosai "


sajida tayi murmushi tayi magana a shagwabe "nifa bana jin dadin bakina ,Khalid ya dubeta tare da tsura mata idanunsa da suke matukar raunana mata duk wata kafa dake jikinta, muddin dai yayi mata irin wannan kallon "bari kiga ina ganin da ala'mun sai na miki dura sannan zaki ci .
ta sake yin murmushin khalid ya zauna a kasa ya janyota zuwa jikinsa yana bata abinci abaki yana sake narkar da zuciyarta da salon soyayyarsa me kara dilmiyar da ita akan kaunarsa da hk sai gashi taci abinci me yawan gaske sai dayaji tayi gyasa sannan ya kyaleta da kanshi ya shafa mata mai, ya dauko mata kayan dazata canza.
yana cire towel din dayake daure ajikinta nan take yaji duk tsigar jikinsa ta tashi yarrrr, sakamakon kirjinta daya kalla cikin rudu ya janyota zuwa jikinsa har kyarma yake, ya dorata akan kafarsa ita kuma duk da bata da lfy ta nuna masa jarumta, tayi masa duk wani salo wanda tasan idan tayi masa shi tana rud'ar dashi ta fitar dashi daga haiyacinsa.
sai da suka gama raya sunan sanna ta kuma yin sabon wanka suka wuce hospital kmr yadda Khalid ya bukata.


dr ya dubata kmr yadda Khalid ya bukaci daya duba masa lafiyarta sosai dan baya son tasamu matsala a sakamakon wannan cikin.


dr yabi umarnin Khalid domin ko duk wani bincike daya kamata ayi mata an yi mata yabasu shawarwari tare da ce masa ya Dan rage takura mata Dan hkn zai iyasa tasamu matsala har cikin ya zube, hankali Khalid ya tashi matuka likita ya basu magunguna suka dawo gida da kanshi yabata magani sannan ya kwantar daita shima ya kwanta abayanta yana sarrafata da dumin jikinsa ,ita kanta kafin bayanar cikin jikinta tayi mugun sabawa matuka da yanayinsa har ma idan bai nemeta ba ita ta Kan cire kunya ta nemeshi Wanda hkn ke matukar faranta masa ,a kullun tana sake godewa Allah da mahaifinta hatta fu'ad dayaki aurenta.
a yau ta wayi gari tana alfahari da aurenta da Khalid, hakika ba duk abinda dan Adam ke da muradin mallaka yake zamo masa alkhairi ba , a wasu lokutan abin da kake ki shine alkairi arayuwarka, ita dai taga alkhairu dayawa a aurenta da premature dinta ,ta bangaren mahaifiyarsa dai babu laifi tasoma sakar mata jiki, Dan babu abinda kyautata bata janyowa sai dai kullun burinta danta ba zai zauna daita kad'ai ba sai ya Auro budurwa.


Tana zaune ta rafka tagumi tana tunanin rayuwa, yashigo gidan da sauri ya karaso ya cire hannunta datayi tagumi dashi yana harararta "meye haka kuma kin fa San bana bukatar wannan tunanin "tayi murmushin tana dubansa hade da janyo hannunsa "kayi hakuri na daina ni kaina ba Ason raina nake wannan tunanin ba.
amman dole wata rana nayi tunanin abubuwan da suka faru ,ina ganin lokacin da zanje na roki emran da mahaifiyarsa da me'ad afuwar abinda nayi musu yayi ,fatana ka taimaki rayuwata ka sadani dasu .
stool ya janyo ya zauna gabanta yana mai had'e fuskokinsu "karki damu zumana nima nayi tunani hk Amman mu bari next month zan d'auki Hutu duk abinda kike so shi zaayi yi 'nagode mijina a kullun ina alfahari da kai muje kayi wanka "nifa a yunwace nazo gashi likita yace ..daura hannuta tayi saman bakinsa karka damu muje zaka samu kulawar datace zan kosar Dakai yadda yakamata "really? "
tace Yes of course karan hancinta ya ja tare da cewa "I trust you, i know you can do more than that ,ya riko hannuta suka shiga dakinsa da kanta ta cire masa komai na jikinsa sannan suka shege bathroom..tun acikin bathroom suka fara secunzing junansu hannuwansa duka bisa kirjinta yana murza nipples dinta yana lumshe ido wani irin zazzafan romancing yake aika mata, tana meida masa martani kafin daga baya ta hade bakinsu guri daya, ta kamo jijiyarsa tana shafawa ahankali ahankali tana lailaya kan still bakinsu na hade .
sai data dauki gud 10 minit sannan ta
zauna a gefen abun wanka ta kamo zandariyarsa ta luma cikn bakinta tana tsotsa wani daukewar numfashi yayi gbdy ya kasa hakuri da wannan salon datake masa bai sanda ya kamota ya yashiga aika mata da tsumammun wasaninsa masu matukar kashe jiki ba kafin daga baya ya tsayar daita had'e da tokare hannuwanta da bango bayin yashgeta....lol🤩🤩


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....safwan zaune shiru agaban dady tare da zabga tagumi kawai, yana sauraron bayanan dady ,daya bayan daya dake shiga cikin kunnuwansa suna masa kuwa , Wanda take kwakwaluwarsa ya harba yashiga d'ogon tunanin akan lamarin, da muhallin daya kamata ya ajiye shi kansa dady tattare da banzayen maganganunsa.


"Me yake nufi daya zaunar dashi yana karanto masa rubbish saboda yayi mugun raina masa wayo....?
Runtse idanunsa yayi yana jin zallar 'bacin rai, a duniya babu abinda ya tsana kmr a zaunar dashi ana karanto masa yayi hakuri akan mead ...
Da fari ya hakura daita Amman ya sake janyosa cikin lamarin ,yanxu kuma yana karanto masa yayi hakuri zata koma d'akinta saboda wasu banzayen malamai sun kawo masa ayoyi da hadasai...


Lokacin da dady yagama karanto ma safwan komai, shima shiru yayi ya tsura masa idanun yana kallonsa ,tsoro da matsanancin fargaba ya hango kwance akan fuskarsa idanun nan nasa sun kad'a sun yi jajiz dasu tmkr garwashin wuta.


Take wannan yanayin yasa dady yaji tmkr wani abu yayi masa diran makiya akirjinsa ,ahankali gabansa yashiga dukan uku uku bakinsa yashiga yace "saf..saf wan ka...ka..


A matukar tsawace yace "Dakata dan Allah malam me zakace min ?


"Nasan duk abinda zaka fad'a min yanzu bai wuce kalmar hakuri ba ,wanda ni bashi nafi bukata ba a halin yanzu ba .


"ni ai nasan karya kake gaya min kullun akan wannan matsalar, ba zaka iya raba wad'an nan mayun zuciyoyin ba......


"kasan bazaka iya ba me yasa baka yi min handily over din komai nayi da kaina ba,ka bata min lokaci kasani zaman jiran tsammani.


" babba da kai ka iya shirya karya da yaudara, ai tuni nagama gane manufarka akaina, nasani bazaka ta'ba bari me'ad ta dawo hannuna ba ,tunda kaga fu'ad yasoma taka wani matsayi saboda kai makwadaici ne kuma shazumamu sarkin son jin dadi..


"Haba safwan bai kamata kace min hk ba "bai kamata kayi saurin zarta da wannan hukunci ba "karka manta irin gwagwarmayar Dana sha akanka Dan kawai kasamu nasarar mallakar me'ad "na zabin farincikinka akan na diyar cikina Dan dai kawai na faranta maka saboda soyayyar danake maka,
"Na sa'bawa mahalicina akanka safwan ,
"Amman shine zaka dubi tsabar idanuna ka kirani da makaryaci mayaudari maci amana sannan makwadaici"


"Kasani ni ediris ba makwadaici bane ,saboda ban ta'ba rokanka sisin kwabo ba ,kasani ina son ka auri me'ad ne saboda so da kaunar danake maka uwa uba darajar mahaifinka Da .......


"shiiiiiii ka min shiru da wannan banzayen kalaman naka marasa tushe da ma'ana yakarasa maganarsa yana tsuma " baka da abinda zaka gaya min a yanzu kowa yasani saboda tarin arzikina Dana mahaifina kake Son aura min me'ad.....


Yanzu kuma kaga fu'ad na k'ok'arin taka wani matsayi shine ka canza ra'ayinka ka maida masa yarinyar dakayi ikararin ita dashi sai byn ranka.. saboda kai din tsohon banza ne mai magana biyu kawai yak'arasa magana yana buga glass din center table din dake gabansa da karfi take glass din ya tarwatse


ya Mike tsaye yana huci " Allah ya isa tsakanina da kai ,Dan ka 'bata min lokaci da banzar shawararwarinka, da yanzu wata killa nagama cireta araina, "ina zaman zamana ka sake meidani ruwa .
Jikake tass tass dady ya mike tsaye had'e da d'aukeshi da gigitaccen mari har guda biyu.


Safwan ya tsaya cak rike da kuncinsa yana kallon dady cike da matsanancin bacin rai "ka mareni.....?


Ya karasa fadar hk yana kwashewa da wata uwar dariya yana nuna sa da yatsansa hannunsa .
"hakika kayi kuskuren Marina dakayi Amman zaka san ka mareni edi.......


"Wannan Marin daka min daidai yake da mutuwarka ...
Daidai yake da sanadin rasa rayuwarka domin kuwa zan maka abinda har ka mutu bazaka manta dani safwan ba........


"na mareka karamin tantiri mara kunya mara tarbiyya "daman haka halinka ya kai da muni Danake kokarin d'aukar gudar jinina dana fi so akan komai na baka?


"Hakika Dana mallaka me'ad da har nakoma ga Allah bakinciki haka bazai barni ba ....


"Zan dangwama cikin bakinciki da danasani Wanda tun a yanzu ma nasoma yinsa "Allah na gode maka daka sanya wannan alamarin bai faru ba ,Dana cuci 'yata da kaina...


Safwan ya ciro Wayarsa daga cikin aljihun wandosa yakira wani yaronsa yace "yashigo masa da manyan yaransa. Bazakayi dakasani ba sai yau yashiga zagaye parlour'n goye da hannuwansa duka abayansa yana jinjina kai..


Cikin minti Goma wasu murd'a murd'an mutane kusan guda shida suka sanyo kai cikin parlour'n ,suna gama shigowa suka tsaya a bayan safwan cike da girmamawa suna sara masa.


Yana jin shigowarsu da tsayuwarsu Amman bai juyo ba ,sai daya d'auki lokaci akalla minti goma sannan ya juyo a matukar fusace yace "yauwa wannan tsohon banza nake son ku koyawa Hankali , yakarasa mgnr yana d'auke dady da wani gigitaccen Marin dayasa ya wuntsila sai gashi abayan kujera yana zaro idanu .


"da hannu safwan ya fito dady alamun yazo, Amman dady yaki zuwa saboda wasu taurari da suka dinga gilmawa cikin idanunsa w... "abinda nake so daku kuyi kwanciya irin ta dabbobi dashi .........
wannan mgnr yasa dady saurin dawo cikin haiyacinsa ya bud'e baki kenan da zumar yin ihu, daya daga cikinsu yayi saurin toshe masa baki ya zaro wani bakin kyale yasanya ya rufe masa baki, sauran suka murd'esa yasoma kokuwa dasu da iyakacin karfinsa.


Ganin zai yi musu taurin kai safwan cikin rawar murya yace "ku ...ku dakesa mana kuka tsaya kuna kallonsa aiko suka rufe dady da duka sannan d'aya bayan d'aya suka dinga cire kayansu shima suka cire masa duk safwan na tsaye akansu yana kallonsu babu wani alamun tausayi ko tsoro gbdy zuciyarsa ta dage.


Haka ya dinga kallonsu suna luwadi da dady ,yana ihu Amman babu mai jinsa kasancewar a special parlour'n dinsa abun ke faruwa, har suka gama cin takashinsa tsab babu wanda yasani suka yiwa dady kaca kaca jini na tsiyaya ajikinsa Dan ko motsin kirki bayayi, idanunsa gabadaya sun juye , safwan ya kalleshi ya kwashe da driya tare da saka kafarsa d'aya ya taka kirjinsa da karfi, sai ga jini ta hanci ta baki yashiga bulbulowa "gobe ma ka sake Marin irina idan ya mareka, mahaukacin tsoho kawai, sannan ya tsallakesa ya fice daga parlour'n yaransa suka biyo bayansa da sauri suna goge gumi dake tsatsafo masa aguje motocinsu suka bar gidan .


Har karfe Goma mumy bataji motsin shigowar dady ba ,hankalinta yayi matukar tashi tashiga neman layinsa,Amman shiru tana ringing b'aa d'auka ba ,suhailat tace "mumy me zai hana my dubo parlour'n bakinsa,ina ganin tunda yashiga parlour'n da yaya safwan bana tunanin yafito sai fitarsu nagani "
mumy